danspreludes asked: Have you named you violin?
For the love of a lousy buck...: Tumblr is where... →
buck4itt: Everyday when you get up and leave the house…or even before you leave…you’re making or reinforcing patterns. Everyday. So if you like where your life is, continue reinforcing those patterns. If you don’t like where your life is, break them. But here’s the hard part: To break them, you have to make new ones. For instance, joining a gym is not a pattern. Going to the gym for a week...
my style can be described as “this smells clean” with a touch of “did anyone see me wear this yesterday”. Accurate portrayal of my college experience.
I have not failed. I’ve just found 10,000 ways...
I’ve been practicing all morning and finally had to put my violin up because of course I’ve pushed myself to physical pain. This happens all too often. I won’t do heavy practicing for a couple weeks and then I try to play Paganini and who am I fucking kidding. That is so stupid. But I don’t want to play easier things. I don’t want to take it easy. The problem is if I chose to practice difficult...
I can be pretty stupid
Brain: No don't do that
Brain: No stop
Brain: STAHP IT NO
Fingers: lol too late I hit send
I think I need to re-evaluate how I make life...
• I tried detoxing this weekend, but after two days of not eating anything I was extremely crabby and hung up on a customer who was pissing me off. After that I abandoned my fast. I’ve learned that working with people and not eating do NOT go together. • A guy I slept with came to my show last week after he saw me post about it on FB. I hadn’t seen him since the last time we had sex...
A friend I went to college with passed away from Leukemia today. We didn’t keep in touch after I graduated, but we’re friends on Facebook so I knew he was sick. But last I heard he had a bone marrow transplant and was beating it. I never imagined his dying was even an option because he was so strong and regardless of his illness always so happy. He was 24, too too young. My heart breaks for his...
Everything looks a little different from the stage
I didn’t get the job. They decided to go with someone who had been at the company longer. I saw that coming because I’ve only been here a little over 3 months, and they definitely voiced their concerns about that in the interview. I’m not terribly upset. I made it to the top 3 candidates out of the 60+ resumes they received so that in itself is a pretty big achievement. But what made it hard was...
The best part of playing in a band is after the show everyone’s all, “here let me buy you a drink” Yes, yes please. Yes always.
I left work early today because I feel like complete ass. I’m going home to take a quick nap and then resume with my 5 billion things I have to do today because of course I like to overload myself. 3: finish recording 5:30: phone meeting with my sup 6: meet with a client 7: get ready for show 8: sound check 10: play show And back to work at 7 AM tomorrow. I slept around 6 hours last...
emergentpattern: If I could love harder than I already have, I would.
• I haven’t been on here very much these last few days. I’ve been crazy busy and haven’t had time to kill on the Internet. I guess this is adulthood? I hate it. • Work dragged today, probably because I’m so anxious for my interview tomorrow. The first person who interviewed me told me I have the most experience so I’m hoping this happens. My first adult salary job. I’ve put it off for years to...
Spent 6 hours in the studio. My brain is fried. Where am I? Shit sounds awesome though.
Recording is fun!
I’ve been on the violin since I got home from work, solidifying my parts for tomorrow’s last recording session. Sort of. I come in with a general idea of what I want to do, and definitely with finished solos, but the rest I kind of just go with. As soon as I finish my songs tomorrow we’ll be finished with the instruments. Next week is vocals and then we get to sit around and wait for David to mix...
I have another interview tomorrow, this time with the head of the department. I think I’m going to dye my hair back to normal tonight. It’s just hair and it would be really stupid if this was the only thing that kept me from getting the job. Sigh. It’s okay, I don’t usually stay grown up for long.
I got makeup in my eye so it started tearing up. Right then my boss walks by so long story short my nickname is now waterworks. *sobs*
thedude74 asked: Curious as to what kind of vodka you prefer? (Me using smart voice but not even close)
I got an interview for the recruiting assistant position I applied to!!! I have my first interview tomorrow via google hangout. I should probably take out my nose ring and figure out something to do with my hair to balance out the holy fuck your hair is bright red thing I have going on.
Baxter pretends he doesn’t know how to swim, but as soon as we get him near water his instincts kick in. CUTENESS OVERLOAD
Fuck you hormones
• I cry more than I’d like to admit whenever there’s a classical interlude in modern music. I never see it coming and I get really happy and start crying. Today it was Muse’s Prelude. • Lay off the drugs Lex. Or get on them to calm your emotions. Seriously, if I was getting laid I’d think I was pregnant. • Yay on the no baby! Sadface on the no sex. • Whoever came up with the spelling...